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[Feb. 17th, 2005|11:56 am] |
| [ | the way i fell because of you assholes |
| |  hopeful | ] |
| [ | the kick ass music i am listening to right now |
| | fmtbof-go wash your mouth, i dont know where its been. | ] |
hmmmms....im mad bored. in computers class...hmm..pukexcore. i love fear before the march of flames. dam. i dont use this much. hmmmmmm...this is wack. nah, im just wack. shit i might be going to new york with my girlfriend on saturday. hopefully my parents will let me. i dunno. shit if i dont go then icant go to see my friends band. dam im bored. this class is iight but i dunno. hmmmmm....i dunnno im out. |
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[Jan. 17th, 2005|01:19 pm] |
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hm..i havent updated this in like a long ass time. but anyways, i just went to this amazing show last night. silverstein, underoath, midtown, from autum to ashes, the early november, the starting line and some locla bands. it was soooo good. um...thats it. im out. peace. |
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[Jul. 6th, 2004|05:16 pm] |
dam! long yet good day. hung out with joe, myles, adam, Dc, barry, berry, sarah, sam, and i dont rember the girl's name that i licked (dont ask unless you want to know, then ask nicely)and nicole.
hmmm thats about it..haha just kidding, asian got a ball thrown at his balls. fucking funny ass shit right there
gotsa go |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2004|06:57 pm] |
| [ | the way i fell because of you assholes |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | the kick ass music i am listening to right now |
| | Against Me!"Chlice Guevara" | ] |
i just cut my finger on my cymbol. fuck. hey does anyone want to meet me somewhere for breakfest tomorrow? i need to eat before that shitty thing(graduation). if so. call me like around lik nine or ten. ten would be much better. if so call...either 908-208-7934 or if i dont answer that, call 732-297-6976. both my numbers, just one cell(908 number) and the other home..YAY school is over. fuck now i have to go through high school. shit. oh well. it should be good. summers gonna fucking awesome, camp with myles, joe, adam, adam, Dc, and i thikn im gonna make some new friends. i am awesome. i dont know if this is weird or not, but please add your thoughts on this...what is the sense of asking a kid(for example lets use me as an exapmle) to sing their yearbook,becuase you like them(for the whole year) on the last day of school. and that girl is not gonna be ing your school next year because you are going to high school and that person is not. now i want to know whats the fucking logic of that. it angers me. shit im cold. peace out, oh and if anybody wants to do anything, and i mean anything(im gonna be fucking bored as hell) let me know. alright. peace out bitch. just kidding. hey i gotsa idea, im gonna put the oppiste of my accutual mood as my mood. cool right? and i found out today that i was the crush of the eighth grade. which seems weird sort of, to me at least. but whatever its cool. its a big honor the person said and im like yes i bet. and thats it. im out. peace(i just ate a cheese sandwich. peace) |
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[Jun. 21st, 2004|02:54 pm] |
| [ | the way i fell because of you assholes |
| |  angry | ] |
| [ | the kick ass music i am listening to right now |
| | against me!"i still love you juile" | ] |
fuck me and my stupid angryness...FUCK!!!! my favortie against me! cd is broke. becuase of me kicking the shit out of my stero(which is garbaged) and i love that cd like i love my dogs and cats. if you know me well enough you know thats a lot. well accualty like only one or two people know that. so wahtever, fuck im pissed, my two favortie songs better not be skipping or ill just have to end up ummm i dont know but it will be something that i would HATE to do. and couldnt usually do. but whatever, tomorrow should be good. last day of school, i hope to get the shirt that i was supposed to get for my birthday from maddie. i hope to get some eyeliner from someone or some store, i need it. whatever, some kid was like ahh your gay today when i was trying to put on eyeliner in the gym(im a guy) and i was like shut up i cant do this with you talking. im gonna strike something thats big...i wonder if i can do that...lets see...Against Me!
peace out. |
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[Jun. 18th, 2004|07:25 pm] |
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for everyone that reads the last two entrys..well mainly the last entry, dont take it too seriously, im bad with stuff. and im bad with like everything in life. im like a complet failuer, and one person in particullar showed me that a while ago, but i now realzie that its true...and the whole rejection thing was just like twenty minuets of me going crazy, but i guess im back now. no better than before, if anything worse. i have a broke heart yet once again. this has to stop happening to me, or something will happene to my brain and i will just go on a like killing spree. ill start with people i despise, and then end with myself. i wouldn't hurt the people that i love, if anything i would proably only hurt myself. i bet im too much of a loser/pussy to do even that. in new/better news i guess, joe is comming over tomorrow, to tune my drums, well what is left of them. myles may come over, and i hope to go to the hiden in plain view show tomorrow. im out. fuck everyone and everything. this world has and your "gods" have no syampthy for good people that do nothing wrong. and they get treated like shit, and are people that have only the things that they love taken away from them. even if they arent taken away forever, they are taken away for a while, and when they are taken away, you will never be the same. this stuff pisses me off. to no end. i have to go and think and try and make up an excuse for the holes in the walls, and in my set. fuck you. let me live my life. please dont ever hurt me. i dont deal with stuff too well. also please dont take anything that i take seriously i have alot of things on my mind. i have thought about life, death, and everything i have come in contact with. please dont take this seriously. i need help, but i wont accept the fact that i could get help. i just cant open up to people. |
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[Jun. 18th, 2004|06:58 pm] |
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i have a question for all you people that read this...would you think that im a person with problems if i commited sucide? would you want to know the reason? would you already know the reason? would you miss me? would you even care? would it matter to you that i put some holes in my cpu, and my wall and my other wall, and my drum head and i broke my stero, just ebcuase of a little news that people told me that i should find out? gosh if you people only knew the shit thats in my head this very moment...but since im a loser, ill list them for you. 1. i have now realized that there is noone for me to ever love. i have loved three people. all but one hurt me. but i guess its my fault. 2. why did i put the fucking holes in my house? 3. what will my parents do when they find the holes in the wall/computer/wall/drum head? 4. what should i do about this problem that i have. 5. should i listen to joe, and say that its just a girl(please dont think im a physco for everything that i have said, i am thinking about alot, im not thinking correctly and dont pay attention to any of this. it doesnt mean i blame you. this has nothing to do with you. this is all my physconess. i am a physco.) you see my problem is i just dont like someone, i have to really like them to say that i like them. otherwise i feel its stupid and when i really like them, i cant stand anything. i dont know why. i have to go. my battery on the laptob is low. please tell me what you think. i can use all the help i can get.... |
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| ITS MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY BITCHES! |
[Jun. 14th, 2004|07:37 pm] |
| [ | the way i fell because of you assholes |
| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | the kick ass music i am listening to right now |
| | thursday"asleep in the chapel" | ] |
fuck, i have had almost the best day today! i got two awesome gifts today, for my birthday. the first one was on the bus. i got a tie(doesnt sound like much eh? but it is.) its such an awesome tie, becuase its like homemade. like its a tie but it has some painting on it. and i thank sally for that. its awesome. and the second thing that i got today was a drum set!!! yay for me. i feel special today. i dont REALLY know how to play any instrument but i figure its like this...why the fuck should i pay some dude just to teach me how to hit a bunch of strings o some drum heads(no offense joe). i think its fucking retarted. but thats just me. and by the way that was from my parents. and i am wearing the tie tomorrow and im gonna get home and be all like...BOOM BOOM CLICK BOOM BOOM CLICK CLICK. and other stuff. fuck i am tired. i need to pratice shit more...fuck!! anyways if someone that reads this(you know who you are) should happen to realize that i um, nevermind...ill tell them tomorrow. fuck! i need to go and eat. waffle stick mmmm. i love them! and i love you.(same you as used before, thought i would let you know...) and now im out. PEACE! |
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[Jun. 13th, 2004|05:16 pm] |
| [ | the way i fell because of you assholes |
| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | the kick ass music i am listening to right now |
| | against me!"walking is still honest" | ] |
uggg i have to go an cut some trees down. it sucks and they are my favorite type of trees...bamboo. i love them. they look awesome. i dont now why but i love them. and by the way my site isnt www.punkhardcorescreamo.com or whatever its something else and its posted. fuck. i dont like killing trees. i love bamboo. its just like ahh its so nice. and its relaxing and like after a shitty day at school i come home and play some music that i made up, and look up and i see the bambboo and im like ahh i feel better, i guess im just weird.peace. out. |
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[Jun. 10th, 2004|08:29 pm] |
| [ | the way i fell because of you assholes |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | the kick ass music i am listening to right now |
| | hopesfall"waitress" | ] |
does anyone know how to make a lost voice come back??? i just lost mine screaming(during a song, im cool like that). and i can do it properly. i htink my problem is that i have bad cord so i scream higher and louder and my voice box isnt used to that. oh well, if anyone knows the best wasy let me know, it hurts like a bitch. |
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[Jun. 7th, 2004|09:58 pm] |
i just moved into my new hosue. yay for me. i guess. whatever. i am majorly tired. im gonna go adn sleep.
ps. my birthday is 7 days away. |
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[May. 31st, 2004|01:29 pm] |
| [ | the way i fell because of you assholes |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | the kick ass music i am listening to right now |
| | whatever it takes"green light, yellow light, stop" | ] |
this is the last public entry. too many assholes with annomous people writing shit. it bothers me...i guess the only way you can see this is y becomming a friend and adding and asking if ill add you back, i may but i dont know if i will, it all depends on my mood... |
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| i just did it on another's Lj, so you do me...NOW! |
[May. 29th, 2004|06:58 pm] |
| [ | the way i fell because of you assholes |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | the kick ass music i am listening to right now |
| | anti-flag"davy destroyed the punk scene" | ] |
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out about me?
13. Emotionally, what stands out about me?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
32. Do you think I could kill someone?
33. Are you going to put this on your [lj] and see what I say about you? |
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| family gathers not too bad... |
[May. 29th, 2004|06:22 pm] |
| [ | the way i fell because of you assholes |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | the kick ass music i am listening to right now |
| | justin sane"thanks for the letters(from a kinder gentler..) | ] |
im haveing this family gathering thingy and i get hungry and i go and get something to drink, dont know why i didnt just get something to eat, but whatever. thats about all for now. wait no there is something more,i cannot belive that im not having such a complte bad time. its ok, but i really miss being back at my house and with my television and my musical instruments and my friends. i had the longest train ride. i listened to like two different cds, even though i had like all my cds i only listened to Against Me!'s latest release and i listened to Justin Sane's cd. i wrote two letters on the ride also. one to justin sane and one to against me! i hope they will reply to me. they both kick some major ass. anyways i think that there should never be another Enron. i just watched the Rock Against Bush comp. dvd and it ha this thing about Enron and how they fucked shit up majorly, but like if that shit happend to me i would kick the shit out of someone, i would be ultra-pissed...anyways im gonna go and wrtie more to Justin Sane, i already have 3 pages. three fucking pages, bitch!!!! anyways im outta here, i gotta go and be with the family now. peace out. |
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[May. 27th, 2004|06:05 pm] |
| [ | the way i fell because of you assholes |
| | annoyed | ] |
| [ | the kick ass music i am listening to right now |
| | the unseen"tsunami suicide" | ] |
everything that i do people get pissed, this shit is pissing me off. i dont know why people get annoyed at everything that i do, but whatever. im leaving for a while to go on some vacation with the family. its going to be gay, but ill get away from all the shit going on in this town. whatever, im only gonna miss like one person. but thats about it. im gonna go and lisen to some punk, that is the best thing in the world for me at the moment and for the rest of my life. |
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| fuck! |
[May. 26th, 2004|04:09 pm] |
| [ | the way i fell because of you assholes |
| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | the kick ass music i am listening to right now |
| | anti-flag"bring out your dead(live/moblize)" | ] |
why is everyont hinking that im a "blood" or a "blood supporter"? i just have a fucking red bandanna in my back pocket, fuck!!!! im just trying to be like #2. i mean anti-flag is my favorite band and i show my support for them in that way, becuase i cant go to a show, considering they are in austrlia and im in the states. fuck i hate assholes. they piss me off, anyways, i guess thats all i have to say, except for the shitty fact that im leaving school early on friday to go to fucking south carolina to see my shitty family. i mean they are family so i love them, but its soooo fucking gay. i dont have anything in common with any of them. i have completly different views of all of them, and i and the complet oppisite of all of them. noone in my family is anything like me.i guess im just a "emo kid". i complain about everything and even though i dont cry all the time and cut my wrists(i know thats a stero-type but im still useing it). i guess i just complain about everything, but thats just me. this fucking school is gay as fuck. example..."Yo put that flag away!", my respons to that is its not a fucking flag, assholes,(not too terribly loud)" and i put away the bandanna from my ass pocket(if they look at that doesnt it mean that they are staring at my ass???) anyways thats the second time today its happened to me and the first time this little little little black kid comes behind me and rips it out of my pocket and his friend, takes it from him and goes here you better put that shit away, its gonna cause trubble. and im like thanks man, whatever. and the day before that this other black kid trys to take it out of the same exact pocket but he doesnt succed and goes ha. and im like fuck off(not to him though, lowly. considering there being my lonly white skinny ass and like five or six black kids(im not rascist, but som SOME black kids piss me off)) and today that same kid i just said goes Yo blodd Yo blood. in my science class and im just like whatever and totatly blow him off( i wasnt in the mood for that shit two days in a row)but anyways i guess hes cool, but he has this mind-set that men are the dominate sex, but really we arent, and we are the dominate ones only if we are the only ones and there are women and they are also dominate, becuase they are part of this world. anyways i guess im gonna go and fight with this bitchy bitch girl thats very very very small-minded and kinda a slut. peace out. |
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| today=eh/good |
[May. 25th, 2004|08:38 pm] |
| [ | the way i fell because of you assholes |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | the kick ass music i am listening to right now |
| | the jimi hendrix experence"purple haze" | ] |
today was mostly a kick ass day. first i gots a brand new bandanna...YAY!!! thanks leanna, that means alot(lots of things mean alot to me). anyways, i go to leanna's house todays and her little sister like stare at me during dinner, but its cool. anyways... today was health, we are starting family liveing, it sucks, my teacher is sooo gay, she is slow as fuck! anyways i left for half of that class at 2:00p.m. that was proably the best part of the day, if anyone knows why let me know, please. i want to know what you think of my day. anyways that was my day, and now im doing james' live journal, becuase he cant figure it out(and im cooler). anyways i gotta get outta here. peace.
p.s. hendrix rules |
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| tomorrow should be good! |
[May. 24th, 2004|06:39 pm] |
| [ | the way i fell because of you assholes |
| |  energetic | ] |
| [ | the kick ass music i am listening to right now |
| | funeral for a friend"this years most open heartbreak" | ] |
im going to a leanna's house tomorrow, it should be good, hopefully i wont get asked toom any questions. but if i do whatever. i just play my fucking guitar for like two and a half hours straght, i am really dehydrated and tired so im gonna go and eat, and like watch some tv. im outta this jont. peace. |
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| my fucking birthday is in 21 days, im counting bitch. |
[May. 23rd, 2004|03:03 pm] |
| [ | the way i fell because of you assholes |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | the kick ass music i am listening to right now |
| | anti-flag"davy destroyed the punk scene" | ] |
you all better give me something for my birthday, or else ill fell lonely...but whatever ill get someone to give me something or ill steal it from their house...just kidding, im not that cheap. im out. peace. |
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| today=eh |
[May. 23rd, 2004|02:00 pm] |
| [ | the way i fell because of you assholes |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | the kick ass music i am listening to right now |
| | anti-flag"punk by the book" | ] |
today sucks major balls, i got a project to and parents yelling at me all day becuase i want to be a vegiterian and all this shit you probably dont want to know. anyways i was watching my rock against bush dvd today and there is that funny guy that was in some movie and he was being a comedian and stuff. i was supposed to get a bandanna today but of course i didnt becuase of family bickering, but i think i may be gettting one. i want to get one so i can go into new york with it on and see what happens....hoesfully ill get out of new york with my bum not touched by any guys, i really REALLY REALLY>/h1> hope that doesnt happen but whatever. i think im supposed to meet someone this week and it is gonna be an awkard situtation for me but ill forget about it until it happens and then ill be all like uhhh well i dont know what ill say but i think ill make some stuff up. i think i gotta go and do a project now, im out. peace. |
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